It's ok to admit that it hurts.
You don't have to pretend that you don't care.
But don't throw yourself a pity party. 

Choose not to look for answers.
Don't overanalyze it. 
You don't have to know why.

You are not called to live in fear.
Or worry.
Or bitterness.

All you have to know is that there's a bigger plan.
Your life is in His hands.
Rest in that.  

Let Him calm your anxious heart.

Live each moment in His grace.
Declare His freedom.
Invest in the paths that cross yours.

Leave the rest up to Him.
He's got it.