Going Public

You know how God has a way of doing things that totally contradict what your plans? He has a way of nudging you until you can’t ignore it and eventually if you allow Him to push you, you’ll end up where He wants you to be. I thought I had the next few years all planned out. Last summer, my plan was to finish high school, go to Belhaven Collegeand major in dance and minor in creative writing, come home and teach ballet. This year, my plan has changed; God has led me in a new direction.

 

I guess it started when I visited Belhaven last year. I loved the campus and the professors but something just wasn’t right. But I had it in my head that I was going there. That was God’s first nudge.

That summer (2008) I went to Joffrey South. There, I met with Valerieand told her my plan. Her reply was to encourage me not to stop performing. This was the next nudge

 

At the beginning of this year, I started taking open classes twice a week at the Atlanta Ballet. As the year wore on, God made it clear that I should pursue a career in dance. With this decision, I knew that I needed more training in order for this to become a reality. Through a series of events, I was invited to be a part of the pre-professional program at Atlanta Ballet. In January, I started taking there part time and I will be enrolled full time in the fall.

 

Next year, I will graduate from high school/college(yes, God worked out the education too) and then I will try to enter the dance world. My plan went from being very stable to very uncertain but I know that God has everything under control. I am very excited about using my gifts to glorify Him and can't wait to see what He has in store (although I'm a little nervous too).

 

The mind of a man plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps ~Proverbs 16:9

 

 

 

 

 

Garden Update

Our garden has made some progress. It's so amazing to see everything growing.

Baby Cornstalk

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The beginnings of a Jalapeno

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Green Tomatoes

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Pole Beans

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Our first ripe strawberry

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Baby pepper

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Click Here to see more Garden pics. How is your garden growing?

My Personal Worldview

For our last assignment of Belhaven High Scholars we had to write a paper and do a presentation on our personal worldview. I thought you might like to see mine so here it is. The pictures are the powerpoint slides that I used in my presentation. I took all of the pics but the ones I am in.

 

One thing that defines a person the most is their worldview. Sometimes this worldview is well thought out and sometimes it is just a set of beliefs slapped together. My worldview is a culmination of my whole life so far. Over the years, I have developed a set of beliefs that I call my own. These beliefs have been shaped mainly by three things: my parents, my experiences, and most of all the Word of God. My parents were the first to introduce me to the Bible and before I could understand it fully, they explained the fundamental doctrines in simple terms. I took everything they told me and trusted that it was true; but then I gained more life experiences and with the experience gained a greater understanding of my beliefs. I started to study the Bible on my own and my worldview started to become as unique as I was.

    I know that this is only the beginning of the development of my worldview. However, this beginning has given me the central beliefs off of which to base everything else. The last fifteen years or so have been crucial in determining the direction of my life. They have laid the foundation for my future, given me direction, and allowed me to discover a purpose greater than myself—and this is only the first leg of the journey! Along the way, the basics will stay the same but I hope to gain a greater understanding of my worldview through more insight from other people, life experiences, and a deeper study of the Bible.

What is Rebekah’s Ultimate Reality?

    The Ultimate Reality sets the stage for your whole worldview. I believe in the triune God of the Bible who is omniscient, perfect, holy, righteous, just, omnipotent, and forgiving (to give you the short list). I believe that Jesus is the incarnate Son of God and that He was sent to redeem the world of sin through his death and resurrection. My favorite way of looking at God is that He is my constantly unchanging Comforter, Friend, and Joy-Giver. These attributes became very real to me about six years ago.

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    My five cousins live about fifteen minutes away. At the time my Uncle Kurt was on a business trip to Colorado. One day, my grandmother, Gran, was babysitting my brothers and I. Suddenly, Gran gets a call sending all of us into a panic. Uncle Kurt has died of a pulmonary embolism. Everyone was dumbstruck, how could he be living one second and dead the next? He had five kids all under the age of ten at home, how was Aunt Kari going to manage? That was November of 2003. We got through that time only with the Lord’s help. Then another opportunity for growth was sent our way.

    In March, Poppy, Gran’s husband and Uncle Kurt’s dad, went to the emergency room for a pain in his side. When they did the ultrasound, we found out that it was colon cancer that had metastasized to the liver. Poppy started treatment and then started to have seizures; the cancer had spread to his brain. In November of 2004, only 346 days after Uncle Kurt’s death, Poppy went to be with the Lord.

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    During that year, I experienced many emotions; sadness, loneliness, fear, etc. But through it all, I knew God was with me. My favorite verse before that time was Joshua 1:9 which says, “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous, do not tremble or be dismayed for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.” This verse became very real to me. In the midst of all the turmoil, God affirmed me that He was there. He gave me strength to make it through, joy to counter the pain, and peace that He is bigger than any of life’s troubles. Even though this is only a small part of the character of God, it is what I enjoy most about Him.

What is Rebekah’s nature of the world?

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    I think nature is God’s most beautiful way of revealing himself to us. It can be calm and peaceful or powerful and mighty. It can take life or give it. Sometimes when I go outside, I am in awe of how beautiful God is. The world portrays His majesty and though it sometimes scares us, it is for His glory. The world is something to be enjoyed, studied and taken care of; it is a place to bring glory and honor to God.

I believe that the world was created by God in six days. It was made to glorify himself and was perfect. However, now after sin, it is fallen and imperfect. I believe that there is a spiritual dimension to the world as well as a physical one. It is full of evil and can sometimes be a scary place. Yet God is still in control and He uses the world to reveal Himself to mankind. It is like a stage on which God’s plans are enacted.

What is Rebekah’s view of humanity?

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Man is the crown of God’s creation. He is created in God’s image, fallen because of sin and redeemed by the blood of Jesus Christ. Because man is created in God’s image, every life is valuable and precious. There is a spiritual as well as physical dimension to man. His body is physical and temporary but his soul will live forever. Man is naturally depraved and sinful; he wants to rebel against the boundaries set for him. Like the young St. Augustine in Confessions who stole the apples not because he was hungry but because he wanted to.

 I believe that man’s purpose is to glorify God. Man fulfills this purpose in three areas. First of all, by fulfilling the cultural mandate of Genesis 1:28, man follows God’s commands to “be fruitful and multiply” as well as to “fill the earth and subdue it.” Secondly, man glorifies God by “making disciples of all the nations” (Matt. 28:19). Lastly, when man reflects God in all areas of his life, he glorifies God.

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Although I hope to glorify God in all areas of my life, there is one in particular in which I hope to implement these three things—ballet. When I was two years old, my parents took me to the Nutcracker. After the show I said “I want to be her” as I pointed to the girl who danced the role of Clara. Needless to say, after that I was hooked. Since then, I have become more and more serious about my dancing. God has shown me how to use ballet wherever I am to glorify Him. Just recently, God has led me to pursue a career as a professional dancer. He has shown me that I have a gift and that I am to use that gift to be a light in a dark world. Most importantly, he has taught me to dance for an Audience of One. Though my life is only a small part of God’s creation, I hope to use it to make His name great and to encourage others to do the same.

What is Rebekah’s basis for morality?

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When I was little, my basis for morality was the rules that my parents had set out for me; tell the truth, respect your authorities, etc. As I got older, I realized that we should not follow rules because our parents tell us to but because they are there for a reason. I also realized that these were not rules that man made up but rules that were given to us by God himself.

According to the Bible, the basis for morals is God’s standard of perfection. Sin is falling short of this standard. I believe that God’s standard is absolute and impossible to achieve on my own. Even though it is hopeless to achieve perfection, God provides a guidebook to help us along the way. Psalm 119:105 says the Bible is “a lamp to my feet and a light to my path” meaning it gives direction. Psalm 119:11 speaks about the power of scripture to help us not to sin.

The ultimate example of the perfect morality is found in Jesus. He is the perfection to strive towards; the embodiment of a flawless life. Though as humans we cannot meet the standards of perfection, we can base our morals on the Bible and strive for perfection. By following Jesus’ example we can grow closer to God and live an enjoyable life.

What is Rebekah’s purpose for society?

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Society is the place in which we act out our beliefs. I believe that the purpose for society is basically the purpose of humanity on a larger scale—to glorify God. I believe that as a Christian, I am called to work alongside other Christians to be lights in the darkness and hope for our dark world. The painting “Starry Night” by van Gogh reminds me of a great visual for this concept. The world is made of the blues and greens and Christians are like the stars that work together to illuminate the little town. Christian society’s goal is to make God’s name great by reaching out to people in our sphere of influence with the love of Jesus Christ.

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When my parents got married, they wanted our family to be a “family on a hill.” We adopted Matthew 5:14 as our family verse to remind us to use our influence for God’s glory. Through this, God has instilled in me as well as my family a desire to use the leverage we hold to point people to God. I hope to do this by mentoring younger girls. One person that I think did a great job of using her influence for God’s glory is Margaret Thatcher. It really encouraged me to see someone who was living for God step into the public eye and stand firm for her beliefs. She is an example to Christians of how we should leverage our influence; calmly but firmly and gently but forcefully.

Conclusion

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Over the past two years, I have learned how to organize my worldview in a way that was easy to understand. I knew what I believed but it was not arranged in an orderly fashion. With High Scholars, I learned the worldview indicators and everything became easier to articulate. In history, I enjoyed analyzing the worldviews of other cultures and seeing how their worldviews affected their decisions. Also, this helped me to realize how great our God is. It made me grateful that He is not like the gods of Mesopotamia who are all moody and capricious or like the Deistic god who is uninvolved. In Literature, I especially enjoyed analyzing the texts and seeing how what the author said on the surface really had a deeper meaning and intention. It showed me that your worldview can be subtle or blatant but is always there. The Culture course I showed me that your worldview permeates everything. Every piece of art from advertising to altar pieces, modern art to minarets, tells the viewer something about the artist. Overall, High Scholars has given me a greater understanding of my own worldview and has better equipped me to serve God in the world today.

I think the main point of my worldview is to glorify God in everything that I do. As a child of God I hope to be a living testimony of His greatness. It is by His grace that I am alive and only through Him am I able to bring Him glory. He never ceases to amaze me with His blessings and I am thankful to be a part of His plan. Though the basics of my worldview will stay the same, I know that I will gain a greater understanding as I go through life. This is only the beginning and I am looking forward to what God has in store. “Now to the King, eternal immortal, invisible, the only God, be honor and glory forever. Amen” (1 Timothy 1:17).

It’s my blog-versary!!!

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1 year-58 posts

It's hard to believe it's been a whole year since I introduced myself to the world of the internet. Through the year, I've met new people, started an online shop, and made kept up with a creative outlet through my blog. I've enjoyed blogging this past year and I plan to stay with it for as long as I possibly can.

Summer Fundraising

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So, I've decided where to go to this summer (but I can't tell you for safety reasons) and now I have to come up with the money. This year, in addition to selling on CafePress and my Etsy store, I'm trying something new. I've baked cookies and I'm going to place them at local businesses. People can have cookies in exchange for a donation to help my summer intensive fund. We'll see how it goes.

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What the future holds…

Sorry I haven't posted for the last two weeks. I've been really busy and and distracted lately.

Right now, I've been making some big decisions about my future. They've been tough decisions to make and have solicited a lot of tears and worry. Throughout this whole process, I've felt like God has just been saying, "Trust ME". And I've tried to trust Him and yet somehow it wasn't working. It wasn't working because I was trying to trust with my own strength and I just needed to be reminded that without Him, I am nothing.

After one of my tearful discussions with Mommy and Daddy, Daddy suggested that I read my Bible. Well, the Lord knew exactly what I needed to hear that night and the first chapter I decided to read was Proverbs 16. These verses really popped out at me.

Commit your works to the Lord and your plans will be established (v. 3)

The mind of a man plans his way but the Lord directs his steps (v. 9)

The lot is cast into the lap, but its every decision is from the Lord (v. 33)

I still don't know what my future holds and I can't say that I won't worry about it. But I do know that whatever  happens, God is in control and it's all part of His plan. It's only my job to trust Him and to use where He takes me for His glory.

Trust in the Lord with all of your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all of your ways, acknowledge Him and He will make your paths straight.

~Proverbs 3:5-6  

 

Our Winter trip

The day after Christmas, we left to go to Pittsburgh. We visited Aunt Mary and checked out the Pittsburgh Ballet Theatre's Nutcracker. I met Jordan, a friend from Joffrey South who's in the graduate program, and had breakfast with her. After staying there for 3 days, we headed to Erie to visit Nana, our great grandmother.

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When we got there, she was having her daily walk. She wanted to show off and so she did a little extra that day. After that she looked us all over and she said "I'll take this one" and pointed to Jonathan. She took Jonathan's hand and we walked (she scooted in the wheelchair) around so she could show us off. We took some pictures in the hall and finally coaxed her to go back to her room. In her room we told her each of our names. She told me and Jonathan "Don't forget". She said that it was good to see us and then we left.

100_0781 BWWalking through the nursing home, made me not want to get old. But getting old is inevitable. And whatever age we are, we can still find ways to glorify God. As we get older, we also have the opportunity to grow closer to Him. Each breath we take brings us closer to where we will spend eternity. It is up to us to use those breaths wisely. We can use them for ourselves or for God. I don't know how I'll spend my last days but as I grow older, I want to keep glorifying God no matter what.

From our visit to Nana, we got a hotel and visited Aunt Sis, Grandma's sister. Then we made our way over to Ohio and met Jonathan's pen pal, Peter. After that we came home. Our trip accomplished a lot, we had time together as a family, saw new places, and met new people. I hope your Christmas break was relaxing and that you are ready for a great 2009.

Happy New Year!

Christmas with the Diaddigos

Here's a snapshot of what Christmas looks like in our home.

Every year, Gran makes all of her grandchildren matching pajamas. This year's pajamas had penguins on them and that was the theme. We watched Happy Feet and had a white elephant gift exchange. Here are the highlights.

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Eating goldfish. Just like penguins without any hands.

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Caleb enthusiastically receives candles in his white elephant gift.

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Joshua carefully chooses his gift. (and he chose well–an itunes giftcard–sadly, it was taken)

On Christmas Eve we always go to Grandma and Grandpa's. We ate lasagna for dinner and then opened gifts. Cutter probably had the most fun when he attacked everyone with silly string.

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The aftermath of Cutter's attack

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Cutter

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Hope you had a Merry Christmas as well!!

Decking the Halls

…Christmas!!!

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One of my favorite family activities is decorating the Christmas tree every year. We decorated this year's tree last night. We used to have a real tree every year but after Gran moved in with us we took on her fake tree. It doesn't smell as good but it's cheaper, cleaner (well, you still have to vacuum after it), and it stays green for the whole season. Here are some pics from last night.

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Me and Boo sorting branches.

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The boys. (sorry it's blurry) We decided to try putting the branches  in from top to bottom instead of bottom to top. It actually worked quite well.

And finally here's a video of how to decorate a tree in under 2 minutes. 🙂

Merry Early Christmas!!